Feb 6, 2017

Growth

Moving foward.
Changing
Growing
Pushing.

Can be so utterly horrifying.

What if I make a mistake?
Embarrass myself?
Fail?


Is it a greater failure to choose wrongly?
Or to sit idly by?


Alright, universe, I'm ready for you.

Thoughts

I realize how lucky I am. For everything.

My amazing husband.
Our awesome wolf.
The kitties of snuggles and cries.

Everything.

In those moments, I am stricken with the profound feeling of "someone else deserves this more."

And yet, I am here. I was gifted these blessings.

I must make the best of myself.

Feb 2, 2017

Imbolc blessings

As it is Imbolc, the holiday of growing light, I wish light upon the world.

Light, to reveal the devils hiding in business suits and behind titles.

Light, to be a beacon of hope for those who feel alone and hopeless.

Let this year be a time where we change what we need to change, fix what needs fixing, and love EVERYTHING.

Love doesn't mean ignore things that are wrong, but, rather, to make them right.

Jan 25, 2017

Bad things happen.
And we have the choice.
Of acting.
Or of nothing.

Sometimes acting is uncomfortable. Or challenging. Or terrifying.

But sometimes nothing is WRONG.

Id rather stand and be wrong, than sit ignorantly by and be WRONG.

Jan 21, 2017

White Privilege

It is odd--feeling like a villain simply due to race. Being attributed to an ignorant, immature "majority".

To feel as if I dont matter.

But, to be frank, its about damn time privilege ends. And I'm happy to endure for equality and love. Hopefully, one day, race really won't matter--until then, I will toe the line and stand up when I see an opportunity.

Jan 18, 2017

You are who you need be.

This world needs you. Not you in ten years. Not you when you're happy. Not you after.....whatever--

You. Now.

And this journey of you-ness, this travel to be your most you and, therefore, the best YOU this world has ever known, is imperative.

A constant effort to keep getting better. To keep learning, to further yourself-those around you-EVERYTHING. This is the secret to life, the universe, and everything.

Just keep at it. Even if you feel lost, if you are honestly trying, you are doing well. We create our reality. So, as AURYN (The Neverending Story) states,

"Do what you wish"

Jan 11, 2017

How unfortunate...

The problem of communication.
The issue with consciousness.

Our feelings are valid, but unable to be used for evidence. Feelings, emotions,  can be swayed. Can be influenced and forced.

We must strive for fact.  For equality.  For love.

We must fight, with peace, for our connections to the rest of mankind-- to the rest of life-kind.

And we must hope and trust that we are not too late or too far gone.

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