my words

all day
i've been struggling for something to say
writing doesn't usually come to me
this difficult-ly

so i won't force
or prod
or poke the words out

instead i'll wander
and meander
and let them find their way out

for they'll fall where they might
and they'll fall where they will
and every single sound
has lost all it's ill

on the up and up
at least it's not sad
so maybe it means almost nothing
but at least it's something